Pagi ini, mulai menabur benih benih kecil biji sesawi...
Masih ada halangan.
Namun, berusaha menetapkan hati.
Kuambil tempat penyiraman air.
Dengan gemetar, berusaha tetap menyirami benih benih biji sesawi itu.
Berharap Tuhan selalu mengerti,
Selalu mendengar,
Selalu menggendongku,
Melewati ini semua.
Dan yang kuperlukan sekarang hanya iman sebesar biji sesawi.
Dan membiarkannya tumbuh...
Tumbuh...
Dan tumbuh.
Amin.
Blog ini menceritakan berbagai perasaan-perasaan mungil yang hadir dalam hati seorang hawa.
Minggu, 02 November 2014
Start...mustard seed.
Jumat, 31 Oktober 2014
Senin, 27 Oktober 2014
Marry Your Daughter #McKnight
Sir, I'm a bit nervous
'Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time,
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I'm hoping that I...
Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
Can't wait to smile
When she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter
She's been hear every step
Since the day that we met (I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)
And till death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time
I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart...
I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter
The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I say I do
I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter.
Sabtu, 25 Oktober 2014
Jumat, 24 Oktober 2014
Sabtu, 20 September 2014
Kotak
Di satu ruangan, kotak.
Di sudut kanan dari pintu sudut kiri terpampang tingginya harapan hidup.
Di depan langsung teronggok kotak nada yang mengalun petikkan gitar sayu.
Di tengah kan kau temui pembaringan yang membelai lelahmu.
Di sebelah pintu yang kau buka, tergantung lembaran benang halus nun kokoh menjaga silau masalah menembus kenyamananmu.
Di atas, langit-langit membisikkan kata-kata, tenanglah...di kegelapanpun sudah kuuntaikan penerangan untukmu.
Bergelung...
Terbaring...
Berdiam...
Kupejamkan mata.
Kudengar dan kurasakan belaian doa dan kasihMu.
Peluhku Kau simpan dan hitung diam-diam.
Dosaku Kau hapus dan ganti dengan cinta.
Ruangan ini...
Menjadi milikku,
Menjadi saksi,
Kau mencintaiku.